Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

  • Dear Professor Hardinger,

         Hi.  You probably don't know me.  In fact, I KNOW you don't know me.  Let's start off by saying I am one of those people who take up one of the one hundred something seats in the lecture hall at 9 in the morning.  Yes, let me introduce myself.  I am a Chemistry 14C student.  You know, the one who almost always goes to class, the one who sits in the back and listens as attentively as she can, the one who does all the practice midterms and Thinkbook problems, the one who participates in discussion board, and (least important), the one who has been coming to class late (which by the way is totally acceptable due to the fact that she has been studying all through the night for your class).  YES!  Yes, that one.  Oh... you have more than one student who fits that description?  Well, fine, that could be true.  To you, I'm probably just one of those students.  The one who can never get anything right, the one who (try as she might) never gets a good score on her midterms.  YES I AM ONE OF THOSE, honestly speaking.  

         Well, I just wanted to say, Professor, that your class has been the death of me this quarter.  No matter how much I read, study or practice, I still end up messing up my midterms.  And you, oh merciful professor, always find ways to trick me into thinking that I am doing fine in the class, but end up not.  WHY? WHY?!  I KNOW the material.  I DO.  But somehow, your questions seem to always boggle my mind and make me go crazy.  Please explain to me why you have to do this.  WHY?  Is it to make sure that there's a curve?  Do you just want to fail me?!  Because, honestly, I feel like you are out to get me.  Or, looking at the bigger picture, suffering pre-med students like myself.  

         On a lighter note, you shouldn't worry (if you were, which you probably aren't) because Lavelle was just like you, except you were better at explaining concepts (compliment!).  

         Anyway, I was just ranting, Professor.  Not like you will ever read this, or even know of my existence at all. HA!  If you are, well, please don't take offense (or lower my grade, for that matter).  Understand that I am just a stressed college student.  That's all, and goodbye.

    Sincerely,

    A Chem14C student

Saturday, 30 April 2011

Saturday, 23 April 2011

  • just another update.

         You know, I really do like this new style of weblog entry thing that Xanga did.  It's so much easier and more efficient. ^^  Anyway, so I'm still tired.  What's new, right?  Haha, I just had my Physics midterm yesterday.  I thought I was hella ready for it... Well, not so much. ;__; I couldn't even finish the whole thing.  Why?  Why?! I seriously studied so much for Physics.  Sigh.  Oh wells.  Now I must focus my brain power onto Chemistry because I have a midterm on Tuesday.  In God, we trust.

         Oh, and by the way, I am NOT positive with TB. YES. PRAISE THE LORD. No, I was really scared that I might be.  It turns out that I'm one of those few people who are overly sensitive to the TB test shot.  And to prove that, I still have discoloration, aka UGLY BRUISES, on my arms.  ;___;  The nurse said it would go away in about three or four weeks.  I think it's week 2 already, but it's still very visible.  WHAT IF IT DOESN'T GO AWAY?!  

         The weather has been very bi-polar lately.  One day, it would be all nice and breezy out, the next it will be like a HUNDRED degrees out and then after that, it would look like it's about to rain!  What's going on?!

         Well, I can't wait for next week.  Next Saturday is the drill team comp for Nationals. O.O  I haven't seen this year's routine so I'm pretty excited.  And, I think it's exciting to get to be a spectator now instead of worrying about 500 different things during the competition.  Oh, those stressful days.  The only thing I need to worry about is how I'm getting there... yeah, that's going to be a problem.  Oh well, it'll be taken care of sooner or later. :P

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Thursday, 14 April 2011

  • i am so tired.

         Why are my Xanga blogs always so depressing?  I'm so tired of being tired.  I'm tired of studying, of school, of stress, of thinking about a million different things at once.  I feel like my brain is about to explode.  I need an outlet, a new routine maybe, to rid me of this nonsense.  I need a break.

         Funny, because I just had a break three weeks ago, and it seemed to go on forever.  My amount of instantaneous happiness just never surpasses my average happiness.  (Yes, I'm relating it to Physics... that's how bogged down I am.)  If not Physics, I'm looking at Chemistry, and if I'm not looking at Chemistry, I'm reading for Asian American.  It's never-ending!  I need to watch movies or something... a new drama, perhaps?  It's kind of sad that I'm resorting to the world of fiction to help me forget about reality, even if it's just temporary.  

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